Day one.

Back in the good old days before getting married or having my son, I was an online dominatrix. It was fun, it was exciting and it was addicting. People that were too ashamed to meet up in person would reach me online by webcam and we’d have our session. I was never paid for this, I never got any sexual excitment from it and I never asked for anything in return. After awhile it just kinda faded away, I didnt’ want to do it anymore and I never got any new clients. But there’s something missing to my life now. I miss having control and power like I did back then. My husband wants nothing to do with being submissive (he thinks he has control and doesn’t want to lose it) and I’m eager to explore that part of life again.

I’ve been shopping on eBay lately (I LOVE THAT SITE!!!!) and bought a body stocking and a 20 inch riding crop. I want that control again, I want to dominate my husband and have all that power again. Now I have to try and find a way to make him submit.

Hmmmm…